I guess I never realized how much my relationship to my sister meant to me. I think I did, I know I did, it was very very special! But now that I can't pick up the phone and talk to her and it makes me feel so very, very alone! She was my best friend, my late, late, night telephone talker-to. Who do I talk to about "So You Think You Can Dance" or how the "Mentalist" ended, how great "Touch" is, how the "Amazing Race" ended or "Survivor" ended or about the new "Big Brother" is starting soon. Or even what does she want for her birthday that is coming up soon. And what do I do about that?
Shelley always would pump me up and tell me that she was so proud of how diligently my job search is going, I really need that support, she was great for that. Especially when I was so on the verge of giving up and just succumbing to the down and depressing self deprecating feelings of being unemployed and no one wants to hire you...."Oh poor me".
So what do I do now? Who can I talk to about these things, things I totally enjoyed calling Shelley about and discussing with her. WHAT DO I DO? Anybody have a clue?...no, didn't think so.
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